everyday been out with himhs . hhhaasss !! habing muchiies fun . tuhh work & out tuhh enjoy . sorry fer not posting . no idea what tuhh post nahs . hees . 2 more days tuhh 2oo8 !! time flies . one year pass . iie wanna tuhh start everything anew . put behind all th SAD PAST . .
` wanna live happier then biie fer .
` wanna start anew &stop raking up muah past .
iie m confused with muah lyfe now . things started tuhh change very slowly frm now on . muah distance with muah close friend are all getting dirfted . th one who are by muah side fer one mth plus osho start tuhh change . no longer feel pampered . how iie wish things can go back tuhh th day we 1st met . th fun we hab , th joke we share , th smile we hab . haishhs !! th more iie wanna things tuhh biie back liek th past , th more hard it ish . tish person are owaes by muah side being with miie every second , every min . iie love-dd it so much . iie fall fer himhs more &more deeply . bud . . he no longer sayang miie when iie m in pain . may biie iie been thinking too much or iie cant adapt tuhh th lyfe now .
iie feel liek crying , bud muah tears jush cant come out . whyiie ish it sho ? been keeping it all by muah self . iie wan yyou tuhh understand miie . can yyou ? or ish it we do not kno each other long enuff ? we both hab different thinking . which make us quarel a lil sometimes . arghh , that what iie hate most during th times we hab . iie can dont even eat fer ur sake . iie rather suffer . iie can even spend every min with yyou . not choosing tuhh leave . iie rather iie m th one in pain then seeing yyou suffer . ish tish love ? without yyou , muah lyfe dont seem tuhh biie happi . no one there tuhh protect miie thru all th obstacles . iie m really happi tuhh these days .
BOII , iie wanna tell yyou iie love-dd yyou . iie hope destiny not going tuhh break us up . iie dont wanna lose yyou . iie hope yyou can understand iie doing things fer ur sake, not mine . iie kno lyfe gonna biie hard fer us . BUD PLEASE , DONT GIB UP !! wo aii nii .& sorwee that iie hurtt yyou . iie kno iie m selfish . by keeping yyou all tuhh muahself . iie kno iie m not understanding &attitude at times . so sorry . wanna tell yyou , iie will neber leave yyou , UNLESS , yyou dont wan miie . MMWARKKSSss .
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