Got a new job a month after resigning my old job. A month of rest, make me kind of reluctant to start work at all. I got 2 jobs offer at the very last minute. & i reject 1 company who willing to offer me a higher salary. But that wasnt really to my interest. I chose the ID industry as i been in the ID industry since 2011.
Boss was nice, colleague was ok. Starting of work , i have been very slacked. Till now, it almost 3 weeks, that i had started work. Things start to crop up a little. Boss hasnt really been around in office, due to many commercial project on hand. Colleague has been so busy and not really willing to teach. Right now , i seem like a lost sheep. Got no idea, how am i able to do things. I had no problem with doing quotation, but i didnt know what their company policy is after client had confirm. Boss was busy to have skip my msges and email. Well , it ok. as it small lil things. Drag a lil wont kills. But now kinda facing a big problem , chasing PE for the approval of application for commercial. I know nothing !! What account opening ? What rating ? Asked my colleague , all she do was asking me to ask my boss.
Out of the sudden , i feel so shitty. I feel so lost. Emotion has been trying to control me. I am kind of in a verge of breaking down. Worst of all is that, my holiday trip to KL needed to be cancelled.
ARGHHH !!! Who can save me or help me ?!?! T.T
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