Love Drunk.

I never once thought my life will become like now. Who is actually more impt? I can feel things literally start to change to the worst.

How m I able to balance btwn my kids n my husband? I see my kids once a week. Yes, sometimes they do test my patience alot. But 天地下，有那个妈妈会忍心不管他们。I gave birth to them, I have my responsibility too.

For my husband, I can see he is doing his Best for me. I can also sense that he feeling kinda impatience towards the kids. I feel that I failed as his wife. It always him thinking for me. I didn't even manage to spare a tot for him. I never even give in to him

I can sense his Total unhappiness Today. Perhaps, he is tired, he is hungry. I don't even feel that I deserve to have his love, care and being his wife. Cause I never bring able to spare a fcuking single thought for him. It always him giving in to me.

I really failed. I feel a Total lost when I'm in This situation now. I just feeling like running away.