In pain for days, & hubby is off. Booked appt with gynae and rushed down to the clinic. Urine test, blood pressure As usual. After that, was being told to do ctg! Everything was normal at first. Till gynae wanted to do a scan As baby heartbeat wasn't really normal. After spending 10 minutes scanning. Dr quek told us that He couldn't find the baby heartbeat.
Dr quek apologised to us. I couldn't control my emotions and I cried. He told us what the possible reason and gave us an option to choose. He left us in a room to think thru and settle our emotions. Hubby was trying to stay strong But all my crying had Cause him to breakdown in tears too.
I chose to insert tablet to induce. & dr was preparing a labour Ward to do it, But my body didn't co-operate. Chunye reached in time. I bled profusely and been wheel-chaired up to delivery ward to prepared. Was in severe pain and was pushed to the operation threate straight. I was crying in pain. Was given anaesthetic and soon I was knock out.
*what happen after that I didn't know*
All I knew was I lost 1.5ltr of blood. Did 2.5packet of blood transfusion. I was blurry awake. Saw russell and axcel. My mom was with my step sister too. I was vomiting non stop and crying in pain. Dr quek stayed till late midnight to check my situation. Was Later pushed to 1bedded Ward.
Babykoh was born in the gestation period of 33weeks due to placental abruption. I didn't get to see her As everyone was afraid that I couldn't take it and fall into depression. I only managed to see her picture. Everyone told me, she look totally like me. Her mouth, her nose. She weighs about 1.790kg , head circumference at 31cm and her length at 44cm. Her build was more like her daddy. So tall. She was then put at moutury and waiting to arrange for her to cremate.
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