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恩，妈咪很想你。我也很多话要跟你诉苦。

I never trust marriage, i never trust guys. It is till i found out that i have you, then i got married. I didnt want you at first. Cause you came too fast, perhaps at a wrong timing. i'm always living in doubts and being insecure. But as time goes by, i felt more & more excited about your arrival, preparing and buying your stuffs. But.. ..

Since the day you left, i felt so tired everyday. Dragging myself to go on. 我真的不懂要如何走下去。I felt more insecure, cause i dont know when your dad will leave me, when your dad will get tired of me or more. He been trying to give me all the 肯定 but it doesnt even make me feel secure. Perhaps of my past & his past.

恩，托梦给妈妈好吗？至少让我知道你过得好。至少让我梦到你的样子。妈妈真的放不下你。