Went to GEH mortuary for the first time to visit you after so many days. Today you are going to be cremated. Prepared all the nice clothing, headband , mittens & booties for you. Took my courage to see you for the first time and last time. 心好酸 . How much I wished I could just carry you home. How much I wished I could hear you cry. Carry you for awhile. It so heartbreaking. Placed you in the coffin. & left for kong meng san.
I couldn't control my tears anymore when the monks 念经. I left, I walked to the car. I don't wish to see you being pushed into the fire. My tears rolled down. I could hardly breathe. 佳恩，你要听话哦。妈妈和爸爸不在你的身边陪伴着你。你要回来告诉我们你过的好吗。记得穿爸爸妈妈给你的衣服。希望 hello Kitty 可以陪伴着你。让你感到你孤单，不害怕。
We love you, my dear
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